Actually, it's not easy for me to write a 200-word essay. It’s most like a challenge for me. That's because my native language is Chinese, and my English not very well that merely in the primary stage. So a 200-word essay likes a big mountain which I couldn't climb.
At first, I never have a mind to join the community. The dominating reason is lacking confidence with myself. In the daily life, my contract with English is just limited in reading a few English books, watching some English movies or reading a number of papers in my study filed. In this way, I am only a receiver in the process. Gradually, I realize that I become a little unsatisfied with the current life. I want to express myself in English, learning to express my thoughts in another way. There is a mind that just have a try, and go forward. An idea occurred to me, just having a try. Nothing would lose.
Thus, I don't think about where I can get to the end, how many days I can insist on, how much progress I can make. As long as I am willing to do it, and I feel happy, I am not scared, I have already got the most important for me. I believe that there is no end for one who is willing to go forward.